yeah that feeling is the worst there are so many opportunities that i could have taken that would have changed my life and made things better but it's to late to do anything now. I just try to forget and move on. There is no use in dwelling on what you could have done think to the future and don't worry about the past. I'm glad that you're taking chances and things are going good. Now if you'll excuse me there are two salesmen in cowboy hats outside my window probably trying to sell me something i'll never use.

--
"Every speed on our knees is crawling."

Chris! It's been so long D: I was cleaning my room and i found that chibi drawing of ichigo you drew for me back when i was still in hs. Kumomi is an awesome song and a majority of Nujabes's songs still grace my ipod. Anyways, I see where you're coming from I'm glad that you're pursuing your life's dream. I know that there's probably a lot of pressure about your future and I know how that feels. Living in a shadow for me isn't what I want but when I think about it, it might actually help me in some odd way. Life is tough but we're all here for a purpose and we just gotta keep living to find out why we're all here. I'm still finding that out ''/ Well I hope you're doing well~ Catch you later

- Raisa.

Yeah, before that feeling would constantly plague me. Sometimes it still does, but I feel like I'm putting stupid reservations in my head aside to just take a risk. You're right, there's no point in dwelling, so I just take how I feel and realize that I don't want to feel that way again and try to apply revelations to every new day in life.

Reading your twitter before this, confused, made that last sentence soo much funnier. Haha.

--
_{.☆Λ...Λ....
..}(•_ω•)....
.. u| u|_∫ ☆.
☆. μ μ...

I know, damn Raisa! Oh god, I'm trying to imagine how awful it is. Of course, it's the best thinking music out there. Yeah, that pressure can really become overwhelming. Sometimes it's like life just throws a shitstorm of issues at you at once too. Heh, yeah, it's a journey. Good luck on finding out, I really hope everythings going well for you. You really deserve it. :]

--
_{.☆Λ...Λ....
..}(•_ω•)....
.. u| u|_∫ ☆.
☆. μ μ...

You're moving a head which is always a good thing. I'm so proud of you. Like a proud black mother... ok maybe not that proud.

My twitter posts ( i refuse to call them tweets) are so enlightening. Everyone should follow them. then maybe people would stop trying to wear J-lo tracksuits.

--
"Every speed on our knees is crawling."

How jive of you.

Right? If you updated more than once a week. Perhaps 40 times a day? lmao, idk what I was thinking. I was just going overboard that day haha.

--
_{.☆Λ...Λ....
..}(•_ω•)....
.. u| u|_∫ ☆.
☆. μ μ...

Well i am funky fresh. i thought you knew this..

I would update that much but my life isn't nearly as exciting as yours.

--
"Every speed on our knees is crawling."

Haha, thats a good one

--
_{.☆Λ...Λ....
..}(•_ω•)....
.. u| u|_∫ ☆.
☆. μ μ...

liar.

--
"Every speed on our knees is crawling."